Little drops of sunshine
There are a few things in life that can make something tingle in my soul. And one of these things are called spring. And just the thought of a walk in a sunny stockholm or a coffee with a funny friend on a sunny café got me started today. And some memories are like tiny beautiful boxes to open on a day when they can do most good. I haven’t had any big feelings in such a long while, that it was almost unbearable when they stepped into my life today. I had to lie upside down for a while. Little drops of sunshine tickles my heart. Happy, confused, giggly and a little confused again, and why is there no good word for “orka” in english? Non ne posso più! Jag orkar inte! I feel in love… And I almost can’t stand it… I have a decision waiting for me around the corner och jag orkar helt enkelt inte! But there’s exaltation in this too. There’s no escape.. I know that. I don’t think I can run away from this… Faith is gaining up on me and this time I think I want to make a decision and my options are good. And spring is in the air. Love is in the air…. Long lost memories are reminding me of happy moments. How small these things are, these little drops of sunshine that makes me happy!
Happy, giggly but yet a little confused faery is tickling my being. It’s funny, I have to laugh sometimes. Jimmie and Palliot thinks I’m crazy… well i think I’m crazy too so there’s really nothing to worry about…
Tomorrow, big, difficult, scary phonecalls. And in less than a week… Milano.