Il bosco delle fate

I made a necklace yesterday, it was really cool… And today I showed it to one of my roomates, ”Ah!” he said very appreciating. “It looks very christmasy.” And all of a sudden I saw the necklacee with totally different eyes… It is very beautiful, yes.. But maybe better up in the christmas tree then around someone’s neck… darn..

I think I want to fall in love… All memories arising yesterday, reminded me of that feeling. And I love that feeling. And I understand all those people just being happy about being in love, who doesn’t have the need to express their feelings for the person who holds their affection. When the feeling is so good why spoil it? Why run away and risk to lose face? Lose ideals? No, I think I want to be secretely in love with someone. I’m just gonna find someone to direct my affection at.. Just a little crush. A little springcrush.

I probably just want to remove my attention from the big decisions I have to make soon, but who cares, a little springcrush can’t hurt anyone, can it? I made the phonecall today.. Great! i just was so nervous that I forgot to mention everything and I think I made an appointment for an interview rather than coming to see the school… oups! :/ I supppose I have to call them again…:P

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