He’s cheating!
Not in the english sense of that meaning.. He pulled the “you will fall in love”-card in the game of life and hid it under the carpet, that’s cheating! I’m not sure that’s what has happened, but I have a feeling… He really liked me some week ago and last week something strange happened. It could be nothing really, it could be my own fears and projections. He’s distant.. I have the feeling he really started to get feelings for me and then realized that this very fall I will go away, I’m not sure he’s very successful in what he’s trying to do right now, but he’s trying to shut off those feelings. I know guys who knows how to do that, they are skilled with hiding the card under the carpet, I don’t think he is, but he’s trying, oh, I can feel he’s trying.. A friend of mine said ” Of course he is, I totally understand him, why shoot yourself in the foot just cause shooting is fun? You know it’ll hurt.” He’s also a guy btw… I don’t think he’s gonna make it… He’s gonna shoot himself in the foot, and I wont make it easy for him not to…