“Let’s face the music and dance”
What’s the point of this heartache? Last time, benefits came along with the pain. Crying, feeling, in a strange way felt good. I landed in myself, because the feeling was mine. I got in deeper touch with my intuition. What will I learn from this, what awakening must I go through? Why the hell does it hurt so much? I know it did last time too, but it took so damn long o get over him must I go through this again? I’m trying to think like Frank Sinatra. I’m trying to see the fun part of living and feeling and loving. But sometimes the pain is just so incredibly overwhelming. I remember watching a show with Dolly Parton. To make good music she really needed to feel and I remember I admired her for really living and really feeling. So here I am. I’m living life. I’m in the dance, I’m in the music, only the tune is quite sad at the moment..