Archive for July, 2007

Crumbling in faith

Tuesday, July 31st, 2007

Heartache showed me where my heart was and the heart spoke out loud when I tried to go in the wrong direction and then she continued to speak loud and clear all upto the real point of acting upon it. And one little shake made me crumble totally. I don’t know what step to take […]

What’s with all the design schools without heart?

Tuesday, July 17th, 2007

I think I’ve realized what annoys me with swedish (probably many other countries too) design and art schools; That even when we’re talking about a matter so close to the emotional and eterial side of us as forms and art, they still teaches us the matter from the left side of the brain, from the […]

Emotional roller coaster

Sunday, July 15th, 2007

Resignation, annoyance, acceptance, hope, acceptance again, annoyance, resignation…. Now I know who the third girl is. It annoys me… What a mess.. Why would I want to put my heart in that mess? Am I giving up too early? FAAAAAAAN!!!!! Irritated again… Let him go let him go let him go…. He’s in love with one […]

No fairytale

Monday, July 9th, 2007

I’ve noticed he’s not in my dreams anymore. I don’t think about him all that often and when I do my rational self knows he doesn’t deserve my heart. A big part of me doesn’t want him anymore, and I can’t really say if it’s my heart that does want him or if it’s my […]