Crumbling in faith
Heartache showed me where my heart was and the heart spoke out loud when I tried to go in the wrong direction and then she continued to speak loud and clear all upto the real point of acting upon it. And one little shake made me crumble totally. I don’t know what step to take next.. Cool and calm and all of a sudden cast away. I know he means well, I know they all do, trying to follow a dream is probably never easy especially when you just have the feeling of the dream and not the clarity. Of course having a safe foundation to stand on is optimal and maybe I will take that path later on in life but as I stand right now it’s about being here and now, it’s about having faith, it’s about believing in my heart and it’s about trust. Even when people I love tell me I’m on a risky path..
“You can’t stay on the casino for all your life!” No dad, I can’t and if things go the way I hope I won’t either….