Longing for tomorrow
Not because I’ll get my nails done, but because this day finally will be over…
Oh, it’s not so bad really. I just had a bad hairday and who do one always run into on bad hairdays? Well of course him, with the girl who I suspect he’s with(not the one he’s in love with) Still can’t see what he sees in her when he could have me, she must be damn good in bed… Well my heart didn’t skip a beat when I saw him, that’s good. He’s still in my mind, that’s bad. And I really didn’t like my hair today, that’s bad. And this is not the worst.. I got a mail from the italian designschool, apparently they haven’t understood that I’m not going to attain there, that’s bad, that’s really bad. Luckily it shouldn’t be that big of a problem if I call them tomorrow and sort things out, but it still took a quite hard grip around my heart. Hua.. I was thinking that maybe fate stepped in, maybe this is what I’m supposed to do, I’d have to get the csn-things rolling immediately, find somewhere to live and no, no, no,no.. I really don’t want to! I guess really realizing that is a good thing.. I want it to be tomorrow, so I can fix this mess.
And about him… I can’t fix that, but I can shop for new clothes and make my nails and feel stunning… at least…