Last saturday I ran into the guy that slept here at my place some month or two ago (the first guy in my new round bed actually:)) He looked at me with velvet eyes and told me that he thought it was a shame we hadn’t spoken much recently. This meeting with him made me […]
I’m just a little itsy tipsy bit drunk… And I had a fun night, I guess fun nights are mostly when you yourself make them fun. And in that case I did… The artist playing Bobby Valentino (no I didn’t know who he was before I ordered the ticket) was not as good as he […]
Sometimes I feel like I’m nagging the same issues over and over and over. It’s just boring. Because my big central issues are still the same, you know, home, work, boyfriend(s) all that really important shit that I still feel confused about. And even though I get new ideas and I can sense a small clarity once […]
I just wanted to say that I love beautiful people!! Some people you just want to put in a glassbox so you could just sit and watch them all day long. Tonight there was this man, boy, hmm more boy than man in comparasy to the other men he was with I suppose. But he […]
I accidently opened the door without looking through the peakhole.. And there was a man with a huge beard who wanted me to join “hyresgästföreningen” (appartmentrentingcooperation sort of) He took my phonenumber to give me a call back after I’d have talked to the other guys in my appartment about it and I was just […]
I’m just lost..
Sentimental, feeling a bit down.. Had a fallback some days ago..
But I was humming a melody some days ago and theese words came to me, I like them
“As his heart looks at me through those sharp eyes… I vaporize..”
Not because I’ll get my nails done, but because this day finally will be over…
Oh, it’s not so bad really. I just had a bad hairday and who do one always run into on bad hairdays? Well of course him, with the girl who I suspect he’s with(not the one he’s in love with) Still […]
Heartache showed me where my heart was and the heart spoke out loud when I tried to go in the wrong direction and then she continued to speak loud and clear all upto the real point of acting upon it. And one little shake made me crumble totally. I don’t know what step to take […]
I think I’ve realized what annoys me with swedish (probably many other countries too) design and art schools; That even when we’re talking about a matter so close to the emotional and eterial side of us as forms and art, they still teaches us the matter from the left side of the brain, from the […]
Resignation, annoyance, acceptance, hope, acceptance again, annoyance, resignation…. Now I know who the third girl is. It annoys me… What a mess.. Why would I want to put my heart in that mess? Am I giving up too early? FAAAAAAAN!!!!! Irritated again… Let him go let him go let him go…. He’s in love with one […]
